relatable life experiences by me

  there Is always a specific space between two trains, because each have their on way even If they are heading to same destination, being too close from each other  will cause clashes and accidents. both trains are focused on speed and destination, they only stop at the Intended stops when needed and continue. from the window the train seem to be going too fast everything seen from the window vanishes fast, but that speed Is the nature of the train and can’t go slower, It’s speed Is the reason of the many passengers. all the passengers trust the train driver and leave all worries, the driver knows where everyone wants to be and will stop at the different stops. there are different ways to reach the same destination and the passenger may not recognize some of them, but all the railways are designed perfectly for the train before beginning the journey.  

  eyes closed gets a rest from what’s seen, the mind Is free and empty as long as nothing Is seen, the darkness Is the normal state. eyes closed flies the mind to any place and maybe nowhere at all.  In these moments the mind forget about everything for a while good and bad, but feelings are more open and given the space needed, when feelings are given enough space they are filtered and only true feelings stay. time only erase the unreal, It doesn’t pass the challenge of time, It can give a second chance to see things from a different side, making them acceptable. time  takes what’s valuable never to return and replace It with either better or worse every period, It teaches to forgive and forget. even the most Intense feelings are blown with time never leaving a trace, and what caused them evolved to different being. there Is no room for chasing the past when everything Is changed, there are more to chase In the present that are easier to catch.  

  the sound of joy Isn’t always heard, but Joy can be seen In changes In many aspects, making everyone better than before, things that were hard became easy. when joy Is quiet losing Isn’t as shocking, It’s accepting that It’s a moment and can end but leaves a mark, quietness doesn’t mean less joy but  appreciation, like a precious ring rarely worn to keep It new. every game may trick one of being a winner and the supposed winner gets very happy and excited, suddenly the opponent wins with an unexpected move. hearing good news Is a joyful moment but the news can be false and they aren’t shared even with the closest before being certain. Joy can be found hidden In the least expected things because they were only seen from a distance, someone else who have already been there leads the way, at first following Is refused but Is accepted after seeing actual effort.  It takes time but when It comes It comes all at once and from many directions making It a fulfilling e...

  most of punishments are delayed, but when they come they come like a storm where there Is no way to avoid It at an unpredicted time, suddenly while the weather Is beautiful It enters. punishment Isn’t always heavy but It comes to compensate the victim In a way, and It can come faster than expected when most needed. there Is no need for reaction or revenge, as there Is a natural revenge that have a better effect and serves the purpose,It makes everything goes where It should be. the wheel was still before the punishment and after It It starts running again with nothing to stop It replaced with a reward for the victim. the guilty doesn’t see It as a punishment and Is hurt from the Injustice, every reality Is twisted In the mind of the guilty, what’s wrong Is right and what’s right Is wrong, and they try to share the reality as they see It with others. the real victim have visible scars Inside or outside from the oldest to the most recent that doesn’t leave room for suspi...

  the hidden side of the world Is the hidden side of everything, It’s easy to stay on the visible side and Ignore the hidden side, the reality Is the hidden behind the visible and Ignoring It will only be an Illusion. the hidden side of the world Is the dark side of It with all Insecurities, the Insecurities that are the force to all evil. to be able to look at the other side there Is no need to be similar to everything In It, It’s a look of learning to deal with It for defense. alot of what Is In the hidden side Is felt even when not seen.  growing the Instinct will be a weapon to deal with everything In the dark world where there are alot that the mind can’t think of. everyone Is shown the hidden side when ready and having enough strength to deal with It. It’s the back of a beautiful picture. behind a beautiful picture there Is a lot of darkness and pain, It takes more than one look to see It, and many things needs a second look and thought. from the second look o...

running in full speed won’t make time to see the road carefully and observe obstacles on It, It takes all the energy Inside, the arrival Is faster but It comes with a great loss. running In full speed won’t make memories, as nothing was heard or seen carefully and nothing was felt, many moments are lost In search of the better. people on the way aren’t noticed and many possible connections are lost. suddenly the one running falls and get a very serious Injury, after recovering from the Injury the running continues as like nothing happened. It’s after several falls the run start to be slower to avoid falling In the future, the same destination Is reached with more energy. by going fast afraid of missing the chance, It will take longer trying to recover from tripping several times. there Is an Internal force that pushes one to speed even If there Isn’t something to be missed, thoughts are closed at this point and the only thought Is to run.

about the book: Leen a young girl who discovers later about gaslightening concept and becomes aware that she Is surrounded by people who does that to her. the term gaslightening Is taken from a 1944 movie about a woman being manupulated by her husband to make her think she Is Insane link to order and read:  https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0BFNNBLNF